Tuesday, April 21, 2009

vacation mode still~

Still no news about my application for ACCE (Aspiring Citizens for Community Empowerment). *takes note that she needs to inquire about it yet tomorrow*. Personally, I still lack confidence that I could perform the position offered to me, training and advocacy officer. I enjoyed our training subjects and in my fieldwork in Batangas, conduct of trainings were the activities I feel most fulfilled after it has taken place yet I still am not confident to take on tasks on advocacy. Being young, I don't know if anyone would believe what would come out of my mouth and as I remember last last year I've given up on being outspoken since it was difficult to explain when nobody's listening.

 

I've yet to accomplish my university clearance, take hold of Transcript of Records and Diploma but I want to have a job this early. The board exam is another thing. On second thought, I must finish all these tasks first before experiencing work firsthand and I'm still nervous about it. I also realized today that it would be important to choose my first agency as a professional social worker wisely since it may hinder or facilitate what's in store for me in the future.

 

Oh, I've learned from Zettai Kareshi that the future is also the present. If one is happy in the present then definitely he or she would also be happy in the future. I am still reflecting on it though. *back to watching Zettai Kareshi, am still in vacationmode* :)

No comments:

Post a Comment